happies person

a memoriable 19th birthdaes

2009-03-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

ytd 10 march is my birthdaes..actually started off as a sad daes..wad i meant is during 9th march tat dae i was pretty sad i kip sobbing cos of some personal stuffs such as feeling unapprecaite by some people. i stll remember my mood at 9th march was sucky.. poor deariie i kip on venting my anger toward him. Sometimes i just cant control my own emotinals.. and who suffer the most during my "fan" moments are JASON ke lian hiimm

On 9th march, my family as well as deariie bused toward chalet for my birthdae celebration. I remember clearly that the bus was v packed n lucky we gotten seat or else i will....
We spent our night in the chalet to mie it was comfortable to my sis she told me she miiss her bed. My darling he was kinda of bad BUT he is damn sweet towards mie.. he tried tuh cheer miies up whether i was down n tat dae he kip on telling miie dat he had a absolute serect dat cannot be told.. At that nite i kept on asking hiim.. n guess wad he didnt leak out despite he wnated to tell mie so much...

actualli the sercet is he made a birthdae cake speacially for miies.. i was delighted but i was quite calm cos my parent's frens was there too

Thanks alot dar dar for doing all these for miies

Long last entry

2008-02-15T19:05:00.000-08:00

WOw so Long i nvr blog le woRs erms i kinda of miss blogging tat why u will start to blog again..nervous feeling i got now..i heard tat the courses for poly is gota be out soon ohh gosh!! haix i was sad tat i didnt do well fer my Olvel lol haix sad lo..now wad i hope is i can enter to poly get into the course of my choice tat will be enuf fer tis moments

Last two dae was valentuine dae the thing tat piggy and mi did maybe nth to other...but it is kinda of signifant to me as well as meaningful. <3 love hees

Now i was busy wit working life..currently working in perlinis sliver.. ern contact gotta ends le yipee so hapiie dun nid to be tie wit a contact i will perfer to work as part timer rather dan a full timer cos must alwaes go work everydaes...Haix sians lor

i love tis valentine saying from my work place tis gopes liddat
<3 <3 <3
Oppsite attract
She is polished he is rugged
Their common link:: a ring of love

a meaningful bulletin i ever seen

2007-06-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

tis is wad i see in the bulletin in friendster tat i find it meaningful
here it goes

Guys...realize that the girl holdingonto u..is PERFECT in her own special way.
The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love hermore.
For all you know,there is someone out there wooing heralready,
but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..
There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than youare lovingher now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.
Understand that.Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging
kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?
She loves you not because
you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch,
every word you say,
everythingyou do.
Guys....
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart
.She is the only one who can love youthat way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of thatspecialgirl you have.
For everything she has done for you,theleast youcan do is to give her unconditionalloveas shehas given to you.
Do you agree?..

04.06.07 -> our 2 yr anniversary

2007-06-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

tis few daes either i am too busy or i am not feeling well so i din blog..haix i miss blogging..

.[04.06.07]. is the special daes fer dearie and myself ..our 2nd year being together.tat daes i hab camp bud i still able to mit himm a while and able to sepnd wit time wit each other..erm overall it is a memorable anniversary fer mi..full of love kekex hopefully we will be more loving and more close after our 2 yrs..

i could said tat we have gone thru alot of obstacles and i would sae its the obstacles that we have encounter in the past have strengthen our relationship..ehs wad word shld i sae to descible us ne?.. Perservance bahx...i have did smth tat i have make it myself at first i wanted to give himm a surpise but i dumb lorrs..the foolish thing tat i did was to buy the gift in front of himm i tot that it will be convient fer mi cos i dun nid to walk so many time to make a trip to buy the msg paper ma..and the most dumb lie i have made a lie but it is a white lie ! to himm is i buy fer my cousin that i 4get i did mention to him that my cosuin and i the relationship was nopt tat close..OMAN!

Overall i tink he will like the gift i make fer him fer uur information it my first tyes doing these and is fer himm..he must be beri honour rites..heex

wad hab i done

2007-05-31T01:25:00.000-07:00

ish he cool! scream!

he is so cute ritex?..

The things that i have done todae is mainly sleeping..COs i am not feeling well ma after i watch death note 2 wit my sis. ytd i show wit my dear alreadi n todae i watch again ehs overall the show rock so nice. i love it alot.The picture above is "L " he is so cute rites er he love sweet hehex i like the way tat he hold his hp so special i nv seem a person hu hold the fone liddat in my life..beside him

Ehx todae dear call him ritex after he wake up kekex tat sha de tell mi he cnt call mie Cos he gtg to mit his frens and he will be late kekex my dear is so ke ai.wen he wake up tat time de voice..kekex

wahx sians i gtg to do my fnn project le 1 wake up around 8 plus immdediatly i wen to watch death note 2 n after tat i got tummy pain soi wen to slp..i rarely eat much jus got myself a piece of plain bred and went bac to slp i slp fer quite long..kekex now i feel beta le..

2007-05-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

i <3>
HOpe to hab it

SMILe

2007-05-30T06:26:00.000-07:00

2dae is a beri hapie and sweet daes fer mi as well hubby in other word i would sae it mie lors..kekex..it would sae it a wasted tat i spolit tat surpise tat he wanna give mie..he told me tat he hadd found my fav song n wanaa to sing to mie on our 2 yr anniverasry but at the end my sis online fren send her and tis is how i got tat song..intial i tot dat he will hapie but i seem to be the one hu is hapie kekex ..todae he sing to me tat song my fav song currently i was touched wit tears keekx

After tat dearr and i went to mac fer our tuttion and i did smth quite dumb he ask mi to help him buy med de green tea guess wad i did?..hahas i buy the large de..LOLS..yay and he bought mi mac Seaweed shaking fries eh so nice actualli i been wanna to eat and crave fer it nd he buy fer mi i m so happie..kekex and after our tution we saw jessica..i guess she might be tinking why dear and i so late haven go home..EH come on both of us are guai kia kaes..hehex we not lotheing in mall we are innocent kids hors ((: kekex

i realised smth..i love himm even more he is moii cherish and precious one..i noe it may be mushy to u but it is true la..bleahs

i am count down to our 2 yr anniversay..3 more daes to it--,4.6.07]
so hapie todaes

yay tml hoildaes but haix sigh again..O MAN i still got my fnn project to do lor..frankly speaking i am lazy to do anuitin tml lor ..haix wad to do..
tis hoildaes sux lor cos hab hoildae like dun haf liddat lor cos everydae lor mux go skol..haiyoyo intensive programme..which make mi yawns!

SMile

2007-05-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

2dae is a veri happie and sweet dae fer me..yay so hapie..er cos hor baobei hor sing fer mi my fav song and he learn fer the sake fer mie wow he sae tat it sound awful but to me it is nice lor..dat song tat he song fer me is would ypu be here..sweet hor

errs i realli love him alot more..

eh todaes is wed ritex?..eh its tution rime fer both hubby and me lor..eh in mac guess wad we hadd the seaweed shaking fries..yummy it is so nice nehx.*love it

tml is a public hoildae..frankly speaking iam realli lazy to study..haix i still got my fnn projec to complete and nid to be hand up the nxt dae..
haix stress lor..sec 5 life...plus this june hoildae is not a hoildae fer the grad classes haix it souund pitful ritex..hab hoildae like no lei..the 1st and 2nd week hab the intensive programe lor..yawns!

todaes ROck

2007-05-29T02:27:00.000-07:00

eh todae skol is quite interesting i can say lor..eh todae got the career seminar and dey tok abt the course in poly haix those course tat i wan like biomedical sci and vet tech hor harrd to go in sia..as fer the biomedical sci the cut off score is 10-11 tat is damn high lor..as fer the vet course the space the poly would offer is onli 20 places lor..haix how to go in sia the chance is like so slim..a fer baobei he lehs..went to the gameing course n i tink he love tat cos i tink partly cos he is a gamer bahs i here wish and jia you fer himm wish him all da best fer the coming o level n may he cn enter his dream course n i want to add on i hope tat i will go to my ideal course..so i will habbto work hard starting from now..as ms ang sae tat entering to poly is getting harder as ppl hu cn go JC dey choose to go poly too haix wad to do ritex.
i alwaes bear in mind wad ms ang sae to my class,5N2 tat we are not alone but if we choose to give up in the midst of the journey we will be alone i find it meaningful and i kinda inspirit by her i love my current teacher and i dun wish to disappoint dem..Yay todae Mr Lim dismiiss us later 1 hr Wors HAo kai xin WOrs..hahas yay dat is the attitude of mine whether i am released early skool *siao hehex choh wai sae tat i come from the spore mental hosptial LOLS i tink he seem to be like part of the mental patient as compare to mi hor do you guys agree?..

my fav song

2007-05-28T03:22:00.000-07:00

tis is my fav song
here is the lyrics

If i were blue, would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears and its okay
Would you stand by me,let me hold you tight
And you say you love me one more time
If i feel good,would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me, would you run with me
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear tat your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be the one
To take my breath away..

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be the one
To take my breath away..

Would you be there..

If i will wait, would you still think of me
and wished that you could hold on me now
Would you die for me..
Would you run with me..
All the way..

Would you be there to love..
To be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will be the one
To take my breath away..

Would you be there to save my soul tonite
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there
To kiss my pain away..

Would you there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will be the one
To take my breath away..

Would you there to save my soul tonite
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there
To kiss my pain away?..

Would you be there for me..

2daes is a tiring daes

2007-05-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

haix todaes is a tiring daes fer mie..1st is my O level Chinese paper wow paper one and two..errs i tink paper 1 is pretty alrite fer mie but paper 2 hor er i tink it is tough wOrs ers esp the last passage omg i late fer my paper 2 i late fer paper 2 fer 1 minutes and hais cos of jocelyn kekex
ers kekes ytd i cook fer my baobei and he seem to love to eat my burger rites..kekex
ers our 2 yr coming liao i gooin tyo giv himm sumtin tat is special err i dun let hiim noe so i will not tell u now lor kekex bleahx kekex
errs todaes is a long daes fer mi after my o level Mt paoer hor i got my FnN practical exam lor kekex err i tink i do okes fer it i get the comment fro my dear dat it is nice kekex hahas so hapie but wen i see my teacher mark dat tye she look like dun like my dish wOrs...jus hope tat she will give mi a goood mark lor...
do rmb to tag mie okies thx

Our 23mth anniversary

2007-05-04T04:00:00.000-07:00

Yipee! Todae is our 23mth anniversary wors.hees timess flies kekex although todae is a shortt daes budd it a memeorable one erm i m so happie tat each and everydae we lovee each other mOre le kekex hees..thks alot dearie thks making the effort to wake up and mak fer mi the breakfast Omg hewake up at 4pm jus to make the sandwich fer mie and tat love sandwich is make of gold cost hiim a bomb wors kekes...
happie 23mths anniversary wo hao ai ni wors

the imporatnce darling play in miee

2007-04-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

I love my blog song errs tat wen i love you darling erms erm i still rmb sat we 2 still sad sad de but after a while everything gone bac normal alreadi i realize everytime after misunderstanding we will be more closer n love each other more...erm u make mi trap in ur cave lor tat fill wit ur love and concern n i willing to be trap in forever..u made miie realise that u realli meant to mie alot the postion u hab in my hart is no one cn stand in onli you..this hart is urs...n onli cn accomodate euu onli...
ers as todae wen i taking my nap at afternoon i dreamt of monster chase mi n i was scare i sms straight ways u reply dun scare u will protect mi u noe how i feel anot...i feel beri blessed to hab you by my side and touched as well..thx alot dear...im willing to do anything fer you...as well as i noe u will be happie and i simply love to see u smile...errs dear ah mux tc urself dun tired yourself too much. tml u nott goin school rite...haix sad..bud as i sae to euu although u din come to sch ur hart and soul are alwaes be wit mi to be my gurdian angel..i hoope u cn e my guardian angel..no matter wad happen i will alwes be there fer u n stay by ur sides...i willing to shedmy tear wit u n smile wit u..i wan be wit u i m happie enuf le..wo shi ge xing fu n gal gal

Wad love to mie

2007-04-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

ytd i driven my loved one to crazy and he outburst to mii at least he told mi how he feel all tis monthes i had wit hiim, to be frank i tot i tot treat hiim good bud he told mi all those freaky shit words make hiim feel sad, angry as well as piisses hiim off. i only how to make hiim feel gulity wit those words tat i hab sae,, i sincerely apology ro hiim..sorii i noe he duno like i sae sori tis word..i noe i m beri dumb tat cause mi all thses problems maybe the reason i use those torture ways to treat hiim is to let hiim maybe i wan hiis attention o even more care,,so call attention seeker bahs,..tgt wit mi wil bring u so much torture and suffering duw to those word im soli...as i sae i realli one dae he dun love mi n decide to left mi i will only blame myself i sad about myself making hiim sad instead of making hiim happie :(
wad i can realli do fer him is beri limted.sometime instead of trying i may end up mistake such as sae wrong tin COS of tis mouth..i dun understnad myself att all..i loved hiim so much til now i dun reali noe how to make hiim realli happie

love between us

2007-04-09T05:50:00.000-07:00

love tis word seem to be beri hard to understand it nott like the drama tat it being role play in the tv err its nott tat simple lors from my perspective it need times fer u to nuture it it jus like a plant it need ur care and concern wit the love nad concern u hab given out that love will slowly and eventually nuture grow and grow ERR GROw.. as fer my case i din hab a plant i gott a pigg err tis pig is crazy mie crazy wit hiis love tat he had shower mie fer the past 22mths hehex
this is the love poeam i wriite fer hiim
here it goes
shen shen shi shi pei zhe ni
yong yuan he ni zhe yi qi
hen xiang shou shen 'Wo Ai Ni'
xing fu jiu zai ni shou li

baobeii

2007-04-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

haix todaes baObeii suffer from hiis rashes haix i see hiim suffer from the itchness butt there is nth i can help besides go wit hiim n see doctor but unfortuantaly it sat so all the clinlic i can sae is all close lor cos they open half daes nia ma haixx i see him lioddat i feel i veri useless lorr haix wad he sae i realli agree why the clinlic are close soo early...haix baoBei.. soo ke lian he is like kip complaining to mie that he is itch n i understand lor..poor thing..the onli thing that i actually help hiim is to help hiim put baby powder where the rashes are i tink i tink these are all the thing that i realli help help nia limted rite...i soo useless...
take x\care ah baobeiii how i wiiishes i can pei u go see doctor wit euu..but i scare i cant lor..
HIAX..take care baobeii i hope i can shower all the love to euu to make u feel beta
piiglet ah nxt tyes betta dun eat seafood le lata u allerglic again...err dun worri i will constantly remind u de hees by nagging to euu again..haix i realli hope the rashes will soon disappear if not he will be spending his daes by bathing..
take care ur tis fat problems alot de piglet but i just love tis fat alot <3>

ancient blog

2007-04-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

erm it seem ages i din blog le hehe due to some reason..errs haix recently happen quite alot of thing errs got hapie de and as well as sad de la Haix..
first thing dat make mi sad is abt tiger it a cutie dog which i love alot err currently is at ICU due to some stone in ur bladder lor errs dat dae i wen to visit hiim i was so damn sad haix...i feel sad wen i see tiger lying dere as a active dog it will not lye dere de lor i tink it realli hurt hiim alot n i tink from this incident i will cheriish tiger even more le...i heard from my sis dat tiger will be back on a few daes..wen i heard tat i was overjoyed...
After tiger n my teacher dad pass away i realli sense how to cheriish our love ones...2dae soo fan neh jus now hOr i wen to white sand wit baobeii hor go hm kanna sae by my mum...soo tao yan..
haix time reali flies err mid year exam is coming n follow up is prelim WAd the hell How m i goin to do..esp my physic my teacher teaxh i dunoe wad he is teaching haix tat y i soo fan abt bahs tml is the 22 mth le dunoe tml he gott hiis choir practice ma err if he hab den it too bad fer mi lor as fer mi i tink everydae is annversary to us lor as long as we are happie den anithing will be fine i glad enuf...well i realli din ask fer more la as long as we are happie tgt n he will alwaes smile n crazy i will be glad enuf le oya tml is our 22mth anniversary le...
*happie 22mths anniversary*

todaes in skool

2007-03-26T04:43:00.000-07:00

to mie wad life...i keep making mistakes alot...no matter in wad tin...i not a perfect ppl...reall nott i dunoe wad i hab write in my blog tat make hiim feel he is a bad guy i dunoe wad make hiim feel tat ways...todaes i can sae i first tyes see hiim stress n he stress wit english..poor piiggy..
todea actulli i was kinda of surpised wen i saw my piggy waiting fer mi i was beri happie..kekex thks alot fer being dere...
to mie having hiim by my side is the hsppiest thing to mie n able to see hiim hapie is gd enuf fer mie realli...
dear thx alot

searching fer u aimlessly

2007-03-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

todaes seem to be a tired to mi as what i can sae...TIREd tis word kept reflect in my mind...oh Gosh!! todae almOst kanna scolding from my Fnn teacher COs of my project again...heng at the end i told her i doing another part of my project n thx god i being SPARE by her..wad tat realli piss mi off was she told mi she will open the needle work room to do my recipe analysis..straight after my lesson jocelyn and i went down to dere BUD There no sight of her!..furious, and more on the worries way of mi...COs the deadline of my project is at 26 April for my godness sake..Some More my teacher actually ask mi " u break wit ur bf?"i was like stunned..why should they kpo abt such thing? okie enuf of all da..beside dat todae my lesson was quite relax dere math,english and journal..
after class i went to refill y water bottle and jun xiang accomapny mi..i was told by nazirul tat piiggy was looking fer mi i rush bac to my class straight..but i cnt find hiim after tat jun xiang went to canteen wit mi hoping i will able to see dear but i cant..i put down my bag and went to find dear aimlessly..first at his class, second i went to canteen, third foyer four i went to his class to search fer hiim but i din able to find hiim..i was kinda disappoined wit myself why would i go to refill water at tat point of times..sometimes i realli hope i can help the people around mi esp my dear lorr as fer dear i been trying my best but as fer my fren jun xiang i will try to console hiim..i can see he love jocelyn alot suffering i realli understand hiis feeling as he and myself are kinda in the same boat both of us love our love one i realli sense he is sufffering i realli pray hard fer hiim one dae he can find his true love,,some one tat realli suit hiim more n noe how to chersih and appreaciate hiim more..there a poem or saying
8 letter, 3 words and one meaning is it the sentence i wanted to sae to my dear * i love euu dear i realli wan to tell euu tat the feeling of searching u aimlessly was as if being lose in the forest which i lose the direction n no one guide mi..

abt hiim

2007-03-19T00:32:00.000-07:00

todae actually plan to go some place after skol cos piglet wan to go sell hiis cell phonec lor errs but he got the choir thingy which was important cos it is the audition for the SYF kekex i wiish he all da best haiya i hope he comfirm can enter de..serious! nva blaff.. i haf confidence in hiim i realli prefer baobei to be siao siao rather den he act cool...err make mi feel kinda of WEird lol SO DUN BE COOL BE CRAZY Okay?..
i realli hope tat he will alwaes be happie i realli feel hapie wen i see he happie kekex my stopid piig of mine.. look like a kid to mie realli...
Wah Die THERE LOAd of assigment for mi to complete but i gtg to go slp first b4 i got the energy to do dem wors..simply tired *YAwns slpy le
nites i gtg to slp le
deardear alwaes be happie tat tat the way to make mi happie...<3>

misss hiim

2007-03-16T04:06:00.000-07:00

i feel much betta lor but sOmetimes will feel dizzy..errs ytd n todaes hubby got choir thingy,,thx dear cos u worries alot fer mi sori cause u 2 worry fer mie err haix frankly speaking ytd i realli hope he will be my side n pei mi go see doctOr...i din blame him cos it a skol event ma..plus sumore SYF coming le i tink he dun haf much times wit mi..
tat y i miss hiim alot i dunoe whether he will miis mi ma i din see him ytd,todaes hopefully tml can c hiim bah cos working ma i hope tml he will not work extra time haix..i realli hope we can pei each other..i realli hope our birthdae moment will jus stop here i realli dun mind..haix but how can times jus stop fer me..SHU TING DUN sHA la stopid gal..
errs i noe hubby love mi but i realli wish to find out Wad is the postion i hab in hiim...no wad haix..my heart onli hab hiim sometimes i did wanaa to give hiim up but wenever i tink of tis my heart break cos i noe tat my heart loves hiim alot..i realli give hiim my whole love if he break my heart i tink i will do thing tat are silly..
dear dear i miises u alot n i hope everytimes u call mi ur voice will sound happie lor..i alwaes wait fer ur call so long de wen i see ur call i beri happie de...i wish u will be happie wit mi

...好无聊!

2007-03-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

ytd i tink i did sometin dat wrOng bahx made hiim feel moody almOst da whole dae..sOmetmes realli find it hard to understand baObei..as well as myself..i noe it my fault to ignore eu but my gastric pain act up again on ytd ma..sowie abt tat..haix i see hiim moody i hope to make hiim smile but i duooe How? i noe im dumb...errrs Baobei u sae i fat rite oki lor i listen to euu i go on diet lor..haix...i noe im nott gd enuf fer euu...Wad wrong wit my ear dey pain mi alot...*pain pain...IS REPLYING MY SMS soo HARD Ma..I WAS kinda asking myself..haix.. Maybe it is bah cos he haf choir pratices..eh i tried call hiim too he din ans.. i didnt blame hiim cos i noe he busi
i tink it times fer mie to wake up to noe wad i did was wrong or rites le...
sOmetyes i tink of making dear hapie at the end i make hiim sad worse angry..I just hope tat he will concern by asking mi how u feel ur ear stil pain or pei mie go see doctor..maybe i should put myself in hiis shoes he has alot of thing to do bahs..errs ytd Baobei sae tis tat realli make mi feel im a burden to hiim lor he sae y u so weak alwaes here pain there pain de soli la i noe i weak..i hope tat he will show mie more care n love..maybe i m asking for too much M i? i knda ask myself tat dear sae he worry fer mi but sometimes i feel tat he jus sae onli but no action has realli shown tat
dear i wil go on diet de i promise..
Nvm la Shu ting be more brave n mature i m sure u can do it de
shu ting jia you

HAPPIE 17TH BIRTHDAE TO DEAR N MIIE

2007-03-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

hees yay fer the last few daes i didnt blog cos i no tyes to blog...i spent almost all my tyes wit baObei..Hahaas i feel beri hONOUR BECOS i m the first one to wiish my dear happie bd u NOe how ma i blaff hiim tat my hus clock spoilt hehe he believe sia LOLs he beleive my lies..NOT EASY TO BLAFF HIIM NOE..SENSE OF FUILMENT..hees 10 March was my birthdae n todae is my baObei birthdae kekex realli beri happie wenever i m wit my fatty pig..errs actualli i was quite upset at 9march i was sad cos of my result..which was SOO DAMM SUCKY.. i fail my amth guess how much i got..OMG i got onli 34marks soo paiseh F9 i got a good scolding fro my mum OMG was soo scary,,,COs of my teacher hu mention i was deproving cos of my dear n my poor time mangment...as fer my time managment i agreed but as fer my dear tat part i as tink DULL SHit lor..
i hate ppl hu anihow put the blame on hiim,,i wanna to prove to the teacher n my mum tat my grades will improve de i deprove is not BECOS Of hiim...Okies i dun wan to tok abt the sad thing lor
just now i went to white sand n TM err gone in quite afew game shop to look fer hiis games err i ait fer quite a long time but i tink it worth it lor cos i finally wait till he found the one tat he wan wad matter is he like it..i realli like to see hiim happie esp to see the smile he has put on in his face piglet is like a kid to mie err todae rite after skool went to buy bd cake fer hiim n sing bd song wit hiim i wonder wad wish tat the pig has make..
he notti dun wan tell mie..my bd gift from hiim is a addias watch th alot i love it alot.i brought hiim a game n wallet..hope he will like dem..although im impatient but i realli dun mind wait fer hiim to chose the game tat he like if he dun lye i dun see wad the point in buying rite..
.err i tink in my 17 years tis year bd is a memerable one..
keekx i tink onli EUU* will noe kekex..i love hiim even more le..gonna to Cherish hiim until siao..
thanks alot pig u give mie a wonderful moment all these while thx alot
HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO DEAR DEAR

SAD

2007-03-08T23:34:00.000-08:00

Haix i dunoe todae why i m soo unlucky lor err can sae todaes quite sad ba lata 6.30pm is the mit da parent session Haix..tok abt the skool thing esp Abt FnN make mi wanna cry
i reali dunoe why i will alwes be sae by my FnN teacher..she either will sae abt my project not conpleted or will sae i being influnce by my stead haix i dunoe what make her tink tat..
i told my frens abt tat sOme told mi tat is she wanaa to break jason n mie up sOme told mi is her methods in a way that she provoke us n make us feel we are look down n motivate us fer our studiess..well maybe is she meant us good but i stil can accept her teacher method but not alwaes sae i being influnce by jason erm from my perspective is not jason fault lor
i realli wiish n hope tat tosdae evening the mit the parent session will go smoothly i scare of my teacher sae smth to my parent i might ended up breaking up wiit jason lor
ERm Maybe she realli wan to meant mi good bahs but haix,,
Wad to ddo she is my teacher n i m a student u canot expect mie to show her attuides ba well i will still show her my basic respect to her..
todae i was quite sad even although tml is my bd..oya i gt to thx my beloved fren fer the gift tat they have bought fer mi..Thx to choh wai,jocelyn and yi jun kekex
besides todae i tink i cry quite alot i realli nernous tat we canot be together n i make up my mind that i gotta to study hard for my coming O level exam..well dun alwaes sae myself was sad or scare le i tink he is also beri sad abt it he told mi tat he is willing to wait fer mie for the 6mths err put urself in my shoe imgaine ur bf n u haf broke fer 6 mths i not sure whether the feeling will still here ma maybe not tat strong le ba..
ERm tell mi wad to do Haix

normal daes

2007-03-08T04:58:00.000-08:00

Haix todae in skool can sae quite boring bahs err i was inform that i have to go bac skool on sat fer my oral OMG tis sat is my bd fer godness sake
err 2dae skool fer mi can sae quite stressful cos of my amth i dun understand the chp on kinematic
i got confused the term displacement and distance haahas sound stopid rite.. overall i was blur in the lesson!
dear birthdae coming soon le kekex dunoe wad to giv hiim maybe go togethr to buy gift fer hiim la cos i dunoe wad to buy ma
<3>
mmuack LOVES PiGGies

special and occassion 04.03.2007

2007-03-05T03:22:00.000-08:00

ytd i write my blog erm omG erm my interent somtin went wrong at the end my blog was nto being posted..i was so piss off by my blog..
okie bac to my happie moment erm ytd was my 21th anniversary wit my piglet...hahas he just got a new nick fro mine tat is chubby shorty(i will call him tat as i tink he is short bud cute to mie) hey ger hu read my blog hor he is mine le canot take away hiim fro mine wors bleahs..tis aniversary i was beri happie tell u wad erm the nite b4 our anniversary he work nite shift den hor he 来我的家陪我呐..好幸福..the next dae after work he came to my hus n pei mi too erm i m beri happie he beri bad wors he trick mi nei..i tot i call hiim he ddint ans cos he was at he basement of the airport n he told mie tat hor he hasd to extend his work time
he tis naughty boii mux spank his back side la blaff mi hees STOpid pig
after all i noe he love mie alot tis all few daes o moth he is beri good
mmuack loe hiim lot make mi wanaa cherish hiim lot..
he is the onli one whom i m serious in haas faithful gal nie..
TO mie Wad is happiness is to haf the love n concern from hiim i can be by his side whetheer he nid mi kekex
hahas our 2 year is around the corner le aha
the next chapter fer my dear n mie strive fer the deeper love
hao ma baobei

happi moment spent wit hiim

2007-02-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

heees for the past two daes i hve been beri happie cos of having hiim by my side and pei miie..todae hais sian my dear have to go to cest la viie rehearsal i was like alone in skool lor kekex but heng ah i stil got my fren to pei mi kekex heng hOr my fren they quite good la kekex thanks to jun xiang an benny to pei mi to eat at recess usually i will eat wit my piglet de..
haa i so bad todae my form teacher mdm zabaiah let u watch pearl harbour i was sleeping cos i beri tired keekx
erm yipee later can go out wit dear to cut hair n i nw wana go slp le
nites
yawn +O+

am i too senstive?

2007-02-24T05:43:00.000-08:00

todae after my guides thinking dae which was held at the spore indoor stadium was GREAT!!! Siglap ger guides rock we won the gold award fer PNA erm sound great n cool rite muhaha...
Todae i realli enjoy myself by playing wit my sec one guides junoir n other junoir as well..lurfx them ERM onli a handful is a sore eyes fer mi..erm my captain sae she was SHOCKED to see us not beiing excited to get tis award erm as fer mi i feel so SIOK wen i See amanda go take the PNA GOLD for godneess sake we won GOld soo happie fer us guides WE rock!!
After i go home i on my com.. 1st wanted to writie fer my baObei testiis de erm dun noe y i will link ot his cousin de friendster page n i rmb himm telin mi tat she did sae if he dun haf stead n not his cousin she will woo untill he die erm i m sad wen i heard ti in fact im jealous frankly speaking i belive all gals heard tis kind of thingy fro his or her stead wil get jealous lor if i told dear he will comfirm sae i tink too much liao the fact that i think soo much is he menat to mi alot n i lurfx him damn alot lor i dunnoe he noe it ma..i tink he noe hiax..i keep asking myself 2 stay calm and understandin bud sometimes i realli cant help it la
I M JEALOUS..(gal ah dun be crazy for godness sake she is his cousin dun wori too much la) i did told hiim i belive in fate what belong to mi no matter it will not lose by my side if not belong to mi no matter how hard i try eventually it will go one dae lor
m i too senstive..

i am sad wen i see u liddat

2007-02-20T02:57:00.000-08:00

erm ytd night i really cannot get into slp well.Ytd i tot of calling u the reason is simple is to just to hear to ur voice. i wan to ask u how r feel y will u sad stuff like tis i ddint expect that i haf make thing get worse!
i tink i am veri useless cos i rmb that i did sae dat i want to share ur burden in fact i haf my ur burden more rite..sometime i realli hate my mouth alwaes sae wrong thing b4 i call u i realli have million word to call u in fact i didnt tell u why sometime i choosen to be sillence in the fone cos i wan to hear ur voice longer.m i wrong to do tis..Perharp so ba cos u still haf to tc ur ah gong ma..i hope u will not neglect mi fer to long period of time cos it will reall affect our realtionship n ytd nite i kp asking myself DO I REALLI EXISt AT ur HEART ma>?
.: I miiss euu lots
.. Hoppe u wil be fine